today, we were kinda dumb la!

we went off early from work, cos it's really very difficult to stay on that job anymore ):

in that kind of environment with those people, i really don't know how to carry on.

it's getting more and more tiring.

how i wish with a twitch of my fingers and everything will go back to the time when cash was still with us and we were the only ones working there.

but it's impossible, i doubt i can find another weekend job that all 4 of us can work together.

i don't know what to do now.

to stay on or what?

好烦啊~

anyway, we went off at around 6.45pm but we reached home around 8.30 la!

so stupid!

normally, if we took a cab home it'll take us only 15mins?

or even faster, but i don't know why would we ever thought of taking bus home.

end up it's like not much diff from our normal sundays-.-

but anyway, we ate japanese apple curry with rice for dinner.

i think it's not bad, just that it's not thick enough.

and to clarify with RACHEL LIM ZHEN!

dajie say not nice is not that i cook de not nice okays?!

cos we tried another brand before, then she means that brand de curry nicer.

i'm a great cook okays!(as compared to you)

LOL!!!

I MISSED THE CFN!!!!

so damn saded la.

humpfh! went to my aunt's birthday dinner instead):

but the food there is nice! got chocolate fondue too!!

anyway, here are the photos taken.

i cook de lehs! super nice, hohohoo~

next up! DESERTS!

and finally, HOME SWEET HOME(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOONHUA KOR!

hope you like the present i got for you(:

okays, today i finally saw rachel's new "target"

HAHA! kidding la.

i met rachel and dom at lot1 before proceeding to boonlay.

okays, my first impression of him was like kinda serious.

cos he got those fierce look when he'd not smiling.

but he turned out to be super funny!

my "10years" friend(:

ohh! and i think i'm really destined to sit in a mers next time la!

heheheheXD!

anyway, i went to meet joan at boonlay and end up we didn go for dinner-.-

but it's nice to keep up with my sister.

joan, i'm UPDATED! hohoho~

so shuang!

LOL

after that met qingwei, koonhua, patrick, junhong and one more i don't know his name.

gave the birthday boy his present and card.

then qingwei sent joan home first.

after that we went to koonhua's house to cut cake.

and finally qw sent me home.

thanks for the ride(:

OOPS! i forgot the real topic i wanna update today.

I LOVE RASPBERRY NOW~!

haha!

it's very nice and refreshing(:

but 1 thing i don't like about it is: there's alot of seedS!

damn irritating de.

but i still like it, heesXD!

raspberry is one of my favourite fruit now(:

goodnight peeps~

gonna start work soon.

so boring, suddenly don't feel like working at all.

haha!

but have to earn more money.

if not cannot online shop le.

but online shopping has really cost me a bomb!

i think i have spent a few hundreds le la!

and that's so scary man!

got to start controlling myself, i think i'm a very serious impluse shopper!

okays, today i finally realised something.

i'm actually beginning to enjoy doing math!

so gross. haha!

i suddenly realised this when i'm doing a math question just now during tuition.

maybe it's because i'm getting the hang of it.

anyway, it's a good thing(:

i'm very gratified!

SUNDAY 22/06/08

today i actually enjoyed myself at work although it's very tiring.

haha! only joanie and me went.

but i'm very glad to have this opportunity to spend one whole day with joan alone.

cos i think this is the first time we actually talked so much.

and it's just the 2 of us only.

i had fun slacking, chit chatting and going missing(walk walk) with YOU!

however, i feel that after the long talk and time we spent together.

i realised that actually i don't really know much about you.

and it's quite saddening.

maybe i didn't spend ample time with you or i have not shown enough care for this sister of mine ):

but i doubt i'll be able to find time to meet you now.

don't go teach tuition la!

LOL

anyway, this is still one of those M1 days that i won't forget.

because of you(:

TODAY

sorry darlingzhen i didn accompany you for lunch!

cos i really very very tired.

i'll make up to you another day alright?

hmmm, i went back to school with xiaoyuan today, to collect our testimonial.

oh yah! and jill, i help you pay your school fees le.

but the person says i cannot help you collect your cert, sorry!

AND AND AND

today justin chua ming yuan is LATE!!

he's late for not 5mins, 10mins, 15mins but 30MINS!!!

难得 i puntual yet you late. haiyo):

still ask me not to be late.

can you imagine that?

haha!

firstly, i would like to say THANKS MR NEO for accompanying me to the photoshoot today(:

without him i really don't know how it would be for me.

seriously, you played a very important role today!

also, because of me, you didn manage to go and meet your friends at JE.

i'm sorry!

today's photo session was quite fun.

and my model is really very very pretty!

if you guys saw her i think you might be in love with her at first sight.

haha!

here's her photo(:

the second one is her cousin.

finally, i just wanna say thank you to my DEAREST SISTERS!
i'm alright now(:

tomorrow i'm going to the photoshoot alone again.

actually i said i'm getting more and more independent, it's true.

but seriously i don't want to, neither do i like it.

i really hate to travel alone!

to do things alone!

to have no one beside me when i have something to say.

be it good news or bad.

if this is how it feels to be independent, i rather not be!

i wanna be dependant on my friends.

i'm starting to hate my life.

why is it becoming like this?

i hate the fact that i only have a few really good friends that i can ask for companion.

and the fact that they are always not free.

i understand it's not their fault, i'm not like the queen or what.

but sometimes i really wonder, what am i doing now.

am i really that bad? why am i always the one that ask ppl out?

am i really that insignificant?

sometimes it hurts to care about someone more then that person does.

why do i always needed them more then they needed me?

i really regretted for not studying hard last year!

if not things would not have ended up like this.

everyday, i see my sisters going to schools, having trainings, project work, studying for exams or test.

and me? i'm looking for jobs, practising sec 4's mathes again.

i feel very inferior.

i feel that life's getting very meaningless.

there's no aim in my life anymore.

i wake up everyday having nothing to look forward to, nothing for me to do.

i'm sorry to vent all my unhappiness here.

i just don't feel like bottling up anymore.

i guess it's been in my heart for a long time.

pictures of my dear hello kitty will be up tml~

after i got the pictures from darling!

so stay tuned(:

yay me! haha!

i finally found a job that i'm satisfied with~

location wise and pay(:

$8/hr at jurong east there.

not bad la hor?

hees!

went for the interview today.

and within less then 20mins, the in-charge mr andrew lau said:

"for your information, you are selected. congratualations!"

then i was like, waa, so fast! lols, thank you(:

i'm starting work next friday!!

so i MUST GO OUT AND HAVE LOTSA FUN WITH THIS FEW DAYS LEFT!!

if not i doubt i would have time to meet my dearie LOVES, needless to say go gai-gai la!

sad-ed ):

so anybody's going out this few days, do ask me along!

i'll gladly turn up(:

hooray! oh yah, i saw derrick today at JE mrt(so qiao!)

LASTLY,

I SAW HELLO KITTY TODAY AT LOT1 !!

but i didn go and take photo with her):

haha!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

love ya lots daddy~

daddy said: as long as we are happy together, everyday is a celebration for us(:

alright, life's getting sooooooooo bored recently!

i really need to start a full time job already.

can't go shopping without money ):

went to vivo with rachel and jill on friday i guess.

hmmm, not really very fun la.

cos we didn really stay there for a long time.

oh yah! haha! that day, jill and i were so blur~!

we over ride the mrt.

end up, we had to alight and take the other train back 2 stops!

so funny la!

we were like,

me: ehh, are we that engrossed in our conversation?

jill: err, no lehs. i was still wondering why the ride took so long.

then we looked at each other and started laughing again.

LOL~!

sunday 08/06/08

alright, today's work was not good at all!

today's been a real bad day.

so i don't feel like talking about it.

why can't it just reflect and change for the better.

but i had some fun with jill(:

kungfu panda special spicy chicken nuggets! haha, not bad la.

hmmm, today wasn't as fun and 圆满 as i expected.

cos joan and rachel could not make it.

sad-ed :(

but anyway, i still went to town with jill(:

we cabbed down to town cos jill was about to be late to meet her spree-er.

but end up when we reached there, that idiot left already!!

can you believe it? she left without informing us la.

waste our money! $12.80 lehs!

stupid spree-er!

humpfh!

but we are so nice so we didn't let that little ladybug affect our mood(:

haha! so we continue our shopping quest.

starting from far east PLAZA not far east SHOPPING CENTER oh!

haha!

anyway, we each bought a dress(same design) but i bought grey and jill bought white.

LOL! i think we really got alot of same dresses le la!

then after that, we went back to lot1 to catch the movie: KUNGFU PANDA

with jill's bf, shiyang.

ps: i really didn expect him to be so noisy la. but he quite funny la. keep disturbing you de!

oh yah! and that show really very funny! quite nice(:

but seriously i kinda regret watching it today.

it's not really worth $9.50 man.

i'm so broke now!

spent $50 over today la.

siann~

but all in all, i still enjoyed my outing with dearie JILL today.

LOVES(:

picture time!

alright, today's BBQ gathering i would say quite successful la.
although not alot of ppl turn up, but at least i saw some very unexpected people!
like KHALIS!! haha! it's really cool to see him at our gathering.
btw, he's new hairstyle is so much nicer la! lols!
it feels great to gather with them once in a while(:
oh! and ana's cake is really very nice! got standard de okays, family recipe hor!
haha! one more thing, bbq hershey's chocolate coated mashmellow really very YUMMY~

heesXD! you all can try it someday.

btw, i have not gotten the pictures yet.

will update again when i get them(:

tml i'm going SHOPPING with my dear sisters at town!

will definately have a superb time with them.

not forgetting to take lots and lots of photos! haha

the thought of it is making me excited already!

can't wait to meet them.

but, pssst~ we have not set the time yet!!!!

LOL!

haiyo, this is so us.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!

thank you TINGKUAN! for accompanying me to meet a spree-er and going here there.

thanks for the VERY belated birthday present too!

will wear it when i see you again(:

ps: sorry for being late(as usual) :Pp

04/06/08

went to town alone to collect some stuffs from a spree-er.

sad-ed nobody is free to accompany me there.

and because of that, i got lost at town!!!

you people must be laughing at me now.

like why would anybody get lost there?

cos i took 190 and alighted at far east, so i asked that person if she could meet me there.

but she asked me to go over to taka instead.

thinking, taka shouldn't be far, so i agreed.

so i walked to tangs and went down the underpass cos i rmb taka is a reddish brown colour building and i saw one opposite far east!

after i reached there, needless to say, it's NOT

so i tried to figure the way, but there just don't seem to be a sign showing where is it?

by then, i'm getting abit worried already.

so i called irvin, and he guided me there.

so funny la! he was like where are you? what can you see now, go back to the underpass, it's near orchard mrt station, can you see this now? and finally, i found taka!

in the end, it was actually very near me, hais, so dumb.

anyway, thanks alot irvin!

we'll use 3G next time so that you can see(:

LOL!

alright, tml i can finally see my old classmates!

i really can't wait for tml's BBQ class gathering(:

oh yah! it's really very coincidental man!

all 3 classes having gathering on the same day.

somemore i think all also having bbq la!

so cute~

sunday 01/06/08

alright, i really REALLY enjoyed work today!

it's been a long time since we had fun and our sales was good.

you know why?

because we are back at our HOT location at level 1.

anyway, all 3 phone company were fighting for sales together using all sorts of tactics.

so funny la!

it's really very lively and NOISY!!

haha! all using mics to promote then singtel and the vcd shop were blasting music!

that singtel very crafty lo!

they purposely turn their speaker facing us la!

so gross~!

HAHA anyway, today is really a enjoyable day!

TODAY!

was boring -.-

stayed at home for the whole day.

oh no, i went to imm after dinner with my parents.

and guess who i saw there? 蔡老师!! shopping at adidas, alone. lol

okays, GSS is really cool !

so much discounts everywhere!

gonna work hard and earn more money for a shopping spree!

oh oh! and i just found out something really astounding.

STARFISH CAN ACTUALLY BE EATEN!!

when i saw someone eating it, i was like OMG! starfish can be eaten?!

they fry the star fish and you have to break it and like open up the starfish to eat the meat inside. the guy said it's tasteless. and the "meat" inside is grey!

so yucky!