killing me softly with his songs

after so long why haven't i got over you?

though things are much better already

i don't cry so much at night now

but i still think of you every now and then

but i'm facing the fact instead

like the fact that you broke up with me not because of any other reason but because you don't love me anymore.

do you know how much courage i need to accept this fact?

so many different lies i've heard from others

i really wanna believe them all

but if it's not the truth why lie baby?

is it really like what rachel say

you only said all these to make yourself look better in the break up?

i've never wanna believe this but it seems like that's the ugly truth

baby i don't wanna contact you anymore

i really have to refrain myself from calling you or texting you already.

i cannot believe we actually reached the stage where by i don't know what to talk to you about anymore, when i called you that day seriously i really hoped i did not do that.

in that case i wouldn't realise this!

it sucks to end up like that

when we used to have never ending topics to talk about and now i can't even hold a conversation more than 2mins with you.

i really wonder how long more is this is gonna continue

not going to work for 2 weeks is a wise choice i guess

i think my wounds are healing already

as long as nothing drastic happens

like you have a new girlfriend already etc

i really cannot imagine one day i login to facebook and i see

haroy soh is in a relationship with blah blah blah

i think i'll go crazy? haha

that day your msn pm is already killing me!

what i love you it's not for others to see, are you telling me that you are in love with someone else already?! baby i know i have no rights to stop you but it's only been 2 months!

i cannot take it!

oh god help me get over him please!

i don't wanna wash my face with tears because of him anymore!

i think it's enough tears shed for the same reason

please speed up the recovery process!!

i'm dying here

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